This is me writing dumb things

I draw pictures

I’ve recently discovered I have ADHD and that it has severely stunted my skills as a creative. I used to think it was run of the mill “Creative Block” but now i’m learning it’s because my brain would get very overwhelmed trying to learn new things. I would see a diagram of a leg detailing all the muscles and how to put them all together in order to draw and my brain would just see all of this information and say “that’s too complicated Larry, you’re not capable of learning this”. I would practice and practice and try to push through it. But I would fall into old habits and do things that I had already learned because they were comfortable and easy. Now I feel like I have fallen so far behind because everything was too hard to focus or and learning new information was too difficult. And it only got harder and harder as I got older. New technology introduced new distractions and now my I have all the information in the world in the palm of my hand waiting to distract me with every rogue thought that pops into mind.